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Endings and Beginnings

I walk in the rain feeling sadness, at impending changes and endings - all the while knowing they lead to new beginnings... I know intuitively, that the only constant in life is change... That does not mean this is easy... I give up opportunities that a decade ago, I would have done anything to have, but now they are not right for me - it is all a matter of timing... There are other responsibilities now, and flexibility of time is of utmost importance... I am well aware of the fact that I am not getting any younger, and am simply not up to speed in so many areas. Things that came easily would now require so much more work, and I no longer have the same energy I once did... I feel lost - having given up so much - relationships, opportunities, perhaps even my place in this world... So much has come and gone... And yet, it is all in the natural order of things... Today I walk in the rain - yesterday I walked in the intermittent sunshine - and yet the feeling in my heart